In the Netherlands, a small group of biracial citizens has entered its eighth decade of lives that have been often puzzling and difficult, but which offer a unique insight into the history of race relations in America. Though their African American fathers had brought liberation from Nazi tyranny at the end of World War II, they had arrived in a segregated American military that derived from a racially divisive American society. Their children were left to ask the universal questions of origin: Who am I? Who is my family? Can I know my father?
The answers that eventually began to reveal themselves were revelatory. Some of the children could finally know of a father’s identity and the life he had led after the war. Just one would be able to find an embrace in his arms, and just one would be able to arrive at her father’s American grave after 73 years. But they could now understand their own Dutch lives in the context of their fathers’ lives in America. And they were finally able to find a family – with each other.
Kirkels and Dickon not only show how segregation was shamefully maintained on American soil, but also how the complex racial relations regulated in this way entered another dimension when these soldiers were deployed overseas for the liberation of Western Europe. . . a history which in this book finally gets the attention it deserves. – Kees Ribbens, NIOD Institute for War, Holocaust and Genocide Studies, Amsterdam
Many did not know their fathers, and they faced abuse and social alienation. This book brings up interesting questions about the meaning of “Dutchness,” about social and cultural change in the Netherlands, and the place of mixed-race people in Dutch society. The authors ought to be commended for finding so much new material and for handling a sensitive topic carefully. - Michael Douma, VP Association for the Advancement of Dutch - American Studies
This work does succeed in highlighting a dimension of the human cost of WWII in the Netherlands that has not received the attention it deserves…. The authors do a good job of giving concrete examples of just how complex and contradictory the War Department’s racial policy was…. This work is well worth reading as a reminder of how long-lasting the human suffering inflicted by war can be— Allison Blakely, Canadian Journal of Netherlandic Studies
Dutch Children of African American Liberators
Based on a presentation by the author to the 2023 conference of the American Association of Dutch American Studies (AADAS); published in the conference book E Pluribus Unum, Van Raalte Press, 2024.
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Neither Here nor There:
The Biracial Dutch American Children of World War II
Chris Dickon
The United States of the early 1940s was still years away from its first civic, political, and legal attempts to mitigate the racism that had marked its history since the first importation of African slaves in 1609. Europe of the 1940s was caught, tragically, in a continental war that was premised in large part on a different form of racism powerful enough to lead to a massive genocide of Jews, gypsies, and homosexuals, among others.
The German Holocaust was expanded as the Axis Powers captured one country after another. The contamination of those societies with the hatred of Naziism became effective enough that the industrial destruction of those who were ethnically, racially, and otherwise different could seem an almost logical next step to some. The process often began with assertions casually given to those under German occupation that served to dehumanize those others who were not purely like themselves.1
As the United States entered the war in 1941, it could not seem
to do so without the attempted exportation to Europe of its own
form of destructive racism through the social rules and norms of Jim
Crow. Named after a black-faced minstrel show caricature who had
entertained American and British audiences since the early eighteenth
century, Jim Crow was a largely unwritten but implicit system of rules
for the treatment, suppression, and punishment of American Negroes
(then called) after their promised release from slavery post-Civil War.
The ultimate expression of the tone of the time (though not
equivalent to the effect of the Holocaust) was an epidemic of extrajudicial
public lynchings of blacks by angry mobs as events of public spectacle.
All groups who were marginal in American society could be subject to
lynching over a period beginning with the first black lynching in 1835
and lasting well into the twentieth century, but African Americans
paid the highest price by far. A study by the Tuskegee Institute of the
years from 1882 to 1968 catalogued 1,297 white lynchings, often of
immigrants, Catholics, and non-Christians, but 3,446 of blacks.2
Both World Wars were seen as opportunities for black Americans
to gain acceptance and equality through service and valor on behalf
of their nation. But blacks were severely limited in recruitment and
participation in World War I, gaining no social benefit from the conflict.
The same objectives would go largely unrealized in World War II. It was
the determination of the War Department that the American effort in
the war would not be the occasion for overcoming Jim Crow.
Army chief of staff, Gen. George C. Marshall, was resolute in the
matter, writing that the effort “would be tantamount to solving a social
problem which has perplexed the American people throughout the
history of this nation. The army cannot accomplish such a solution,
and should not be charged with the undertaking.”3
The ratio of white to black soldiers in US forces would be kept
at approximately ten to one by complicated formulae. Those blacks
who successfully enlisted would often be required to travel to far
away military bases on their own resources. With rare exception, black
soldiers were limited to noncombat roles such as truck drivers, janitors,
cooks, and gravediggers. Blacks who, through combat, became eligible
for the Medal of Honor did not receive that honor until 1997, all but
one posthumously. Living circumstances and recreation for black and
white soldiers was subject to enforced segregation, and black integration
into European societies was actively discouraged.
Of particular importance to American military leadership was a
solid social wall between black American soldiers and white European
women. In World War I, the War Department had used secret memos to
French commanders urging them “to co-operate toward the prevention
of these harmful relationships by enlightening the residents in the
villages concerned of the gravity of the situation and by warning them
of the inevitable results.” It was, said the War Department, a matter of
concern both for the French “and even more so to the American towns,
the population of which will be affected later when troops return to
the United States. It therefore becomes necessary for both the colored
and white races that undue mixing of these two become circumspectly
prevented.”4
In World War II, the British quietly informed American military
leaders that they did not want African Americans among the influx
of US troops. At the same time, Arthur Ochs Sulzberger, publisher of
the New York Times and an unofficial observer of events in England,
suggested to the head of the US Information Services in London that
African Americans should not be stationed in rural England, which had
“no experience with foreigners, let alone colored people, particularly
the girls, do not know how to take the negroes [sic] and, as a matter of
fact, are very much attracted to them.”5
The perceived dilemma rose into the concerns of General Dwight
Eisenhower who would be constantly challenged during the war by
both the enemy and the export abroad of American racial mores.
[To] village girls, even those of a perfectly fine character—the
negro [sic] soldier is just another man, rather fascinating because
he is unique in their experience, a jolly good fellow and with
money to spend. Our own white soldiers, seeing a girl walk down
the street with a negro, frequently see themselves as protectors of
the weaker sex and believe it necessary to intervene in the event to
the extent of using force to let her know what she’s doing.6
The American role in the abrupt liberation of the southern provinces
of the Netherlands as forces moved toward Germany brought
a more situational urgency to the march of Jim Crow across Europe.
There are no discoverable policy directives about the interactions
between white Dutch citizens and black American soldiers, but the
word to both groups was that they were to stay away from each other.
And, though they may not have heard anything from official sources,
the Dutch could certainly see the enforcement of the separation of the
races modeled in the ways that black and white American soldiers now
in their communities were officially separated from each other. The
command discrimination shown toward black Americans in the form
of inferior housing and reduced social and entertainment opportunity
was easily apparent.
At first, the liberated Southern Netherlanders seemed not to
take what they saw seriously. Black population in the Netherlands was
mostly limited to the port cities, and most people in the south of the
country had never before seen a black human being. In addition, they
had just been subject to years of racist Nazi occupation that considered
blacks inferior beings with animal tendencies. In Limburg, children
were reported to have stared endlessly at the first black gravediggers
who opened the earth of the Margraten cemetery.7
Limburg in particular may have been racially innocent in the 1940s,
but the full history of the Netherlands includes some of the most vicious
practices of the Atlantic and Caribbean slave trade of the seventeenth
through nineteenth centuries. Although the Dutch were often cruel,
treating black human beings as commodities in international trade,
in some respects, they were ambivalent about the actual use of slaves
within their own boundaries. The practice of slavery was not allowed
within the Netherlands proper, and when the enslaved were brought to
New Netherland in the lower Hudson Valley of the American continent,
they were supported in the basic human pursuits of family, education,
spirituality, and economic striving. Some slaves eventually achieved a
form of freedom that permitted ownership of real estate and entrance
into the commerce of the larger community. Documents identifying
them as “free and at liberty on the same footing as other free people”
even allowed intermarriage between the races.8 Blacks were encouraged
by the Dutch immigrants and their descendants in the formation of
their own communities, most notably in the portion of historic New
York City that would become Washington Square Park.9
American society would be damaged into the present day by its
history with slavery. Jim Crow arose after the official end of slavery in
1867 and extended into a military version until it was outlawed with
Executive Order 9981 under President Harry Truman in 1948. There
followed the Civil Rights Movement, beginning in the 1950s, which did
much to legalize integration and equality but has not prevented regular
eruptions of racism into the twenty-first century. In post slave-trade
Netherlands, the tolerant attitudes that developed in New Netherland
seemed to prevail in a society with limited minority populations
until guest workers from southern Europe and North Africa and
migrants from the former Dutch colonies arrived, beginning in mid twentieth
century. In 2013 the Dutch character “Black Pete”—a dark
and sometimes menacing alter ego to Sinterklaas/Saint Nicholas—
received the condemnation of the United Nations Commission on
Human Rights. The commission asked, “Why it is that the people in
the Netherlands cannot see that this is a throwback to slavery, and that
in the 21st century, this practice should stop?”10 In 2023 the character
would remain the subject of a contemporary movement against Dutch
racism.11
American participation in World War II led inevitably to the birth
of children of American soldiers worldwide. Conception of the child
could result either from normal activity between the parents or from
prostitution in economically difficult times. Rape was also certainly
a factor, though its numbers and percentages range from minimal to
disturbingly high and cannot be accurately known.12 There is no official
accounting of the numbers of resulting births, but in Europe, a working
estimate of the number of pregnancies from all American soldiers is
one hundred thousand, more or less, though probably more. A similar
estimate of biracial children of African American soldiers might be ten
thousand, more or less. In England, the estimated numbers are twenty-two
thousand children from American soldiers, of which seventeen
hundred came to be called the “Brown Babies” of the war. In postwar
occupied Germany, an estimate of ninety thousand children of all
Allied troops includes estimates of five thousand who were biracial,13
and in Austria, estimates range from eight thousand to thirty thousand
occupation children of American servicemen, perhaps five hundred of
them biracial.14
In the Netherlands, the vast majority of children of war were
born during the Nazi occupation. In Adolf Hitler’s mind, the people of
Germany and the Netherlands were of common Aryan stock, and the
birth of Dutch children fathered by German soldiers was desirable. The
Nazi Lebensborn program sought to promote and support the birth of
Aryan children, within or without marriage, throughout Europe during
the war years. For many years, it was believed that perhaps ten thousand
Dutch German children had been born of such unions, half of all outof-
wedlock births during that time. Recently, that estimate has ranged
from moderately to dramatically higher, though it cannot ultimately
be known.15
In the liberation years, most of the Dutch children were born of
Canadian fathers, and the number of those born of American fathers
cannot be known. Unofficially, the number of those who were biracial
has been estimated at one hundred by author and public historian Mieke
Kirkels. There was no effective recordkeeping at the time, and as in
other countries, a biracial infant was not always seen to be such at birth.
Those children could have been subsumed into the population beyond
the reach of demographic research, and there was little coordination
and information shared between social and religious agencies charged
with the welfare of children and women.
In truth, none of these numbers can be fully authenticated and
footnoted. It is certain, however, that the presence and problems of
biracial children in these countries would be occasional matters of
public policy and concern. It is safe to say that in 2023 many of them
are coming toward the end of potentially confusing and unresolved
European lives.16
That resolution of the questions “Who am I? Who is my father?
Where have I come from?” asked in the context of the difficulties of
their biracial identities, is the subject of Mieke Kirkels’ work in the
Netherlands, contained in her book about twelve of the Dutch children
of African American soldiers,17 and with this author, she copublished
a book about the topic examined in a particularly American context.18
The lives of two of the twelve, Huub Schepers and Els Geijselaers,
both now deceased, offer contrasting and difficult stories of the coming
together in 1944-45 of the racial sensibilities and norms of American
and Dutch societies.
Huub Schepers was conceived as the result of an encounter
between his mother and a black American soldier, something that
she would never talk about. Huub’s life would become a constant
struggle to overcome the odds against him, with each success seemingly
followed by a crumbling into despair. Except for a few good years of
a satisfactory marriage, he would live either mostly outside of society
or at its margins. Near the end of his life, a small triumph would be
revelatory to the other biracial adults of the Southern Netherlands.
Huub would have been a half-brother to two children already
born to his mother. When he was born, his mother insisted on keeping
him in the basement of their home in Geleen and out of their reach.
At times, his mother’s sister would rescue him out to the fresh air for a
carriage ride with her own child. His mother’s husband (his stepfather)
was arrested during the liberation as a member of the Nationaal-
Socialistiche Bewegging (NSB) and imprisoned in Valkenburg. When
learning of Huub, he vowed to drown him in a bucket of water upon
his eventual return, but ironically he would be let out of prison by
legally accepting responsibility for the child as his own. By the time he
returned, however, Huub had been moved into the care of an elderly
woman in Sittard. In the first vestiges of his memory, Huub could see
her sitting in the dark and constantly praying, a setting of comfort for
him. Later in life, he would learn that among her first efforts to care for
him had been regular scrubbing to try to remove his own darkness.
He was taken from her by social services and placed with a foster
family that included four daughters; this he remembered as a happy
time, until he was taken away again, this time by car to Maastricht,
where he was placed in a children’s home under the care of Catholic
nuns. “That was when the lights went out,” he would later recall.
The vow to drown Huub in a bucket of water was one of various
kinds of responses by husbands whose wives had conceived children by
American soldiers, white or black, in all affected European countries.
White babies could be more easily blended into families that had been
disrupted by the wife’s infidelity. Many would become objects of family
discord, but some would find stepfathers who would raise them lovingly
and with their best efforts.
Many biracial babies were born into conditions of ambiguity.
As infants they might initially be seen as white and noted as such in
their birth records—until at some point in their growth their color and
features would evolve into their true genetic heritage. Or they could be
seen initially as cute, even exotic, small human beings, but increasingly
less so as they grew into society. As important, and particularly for the
small number of biracial children in white Dutch society, they would
grow up with little chance of settling on an effective self-identity.
Who, exactly, were they? Els Geijselaers would always deal with
the confusion of who she was, but she was fortunate to have been
born into a family that loved her fully, and no less so by the man who
would be her father, despite his wife’s infidelity. The village in which she
grew up, Berg en Terblijt, in Limburg, was accepting of her differences.
The village hairdresser always struggled with her hair but never with
disrespect.
Els was born into a home across the street from the historic
Geulhem cave system that had played a role in the commerce, wars, and
religious and community life of four centuries of Dutch history. In the
liberation of 1944, much of village life that had been hidden within
during the occupation emerged into daylight as a center of commerce
and recovery. The town would become a supply center for the difficult
postwar reconstruction to come.
After the Normandy landing, reconstruction became one of the
many intense jobs of the Red Ball Express. Named after the American
railroading concept of the red ball signaling an express train as it
sped through a small town or freight yard, the Express was a constant
caravan of trucks that supplied the Allied advance from Normandy
into Germany and, more unofficially, the basic needs of the civilian
population when possible. It was not uncommon for Red Ball Express
drivers to accidentally allow packages of food to fall off their trucks as
they drove through populated areas.
The Red Ball Express was distinguished by a workforce that was
primarily African American. Men who were, for the most part, not
allowed to fight were instead set upon a constantly moving racetrack
from the source of supply on the French coast to the increasingly
distant points of the Army’s march toward the enemy. The work was
exhausting and intense, and the trucks were constantly driven between
inevitable breakdowns. Between August 25 and November 16, 1944, the
Express would carry four hundred thousand tons of supplies and fuel
across Europe.
Berg en Terblijt and the Geulhem caves were a regular stop and
resting place on the Express for Henry van Landingham, a young black
man from Buffalo, New York. He became a recognized presence as he
traveled through the village, enough so that he would be remembered by
some people a half century later. At some point, he formed a relationship
with Trinette Nols, whose husband Harrie was then a medic with Allied
troops in Germany. The Nols family was open and accepting to the
black Americans in their midst, and when Henry van Landingham
became physically and mentally exhausted with his work, he came
under Trinette’s wing and was returned to health. Their daughter Els
was born nine months after his last visit to Berg en Terblijt.
Els had a good childhood, and her family, including seven
brothers and sisters, was enfolding. When Harrie returned from the
war, he embraced her as his own. As she grew, she stood out in the small
Dutch village, though not always unhappily. But she would grow up as
someone no one else fully understood, no less so herself.
As he emerged into young adulthood, Huub Schepers found work
as an attendant in a psychiatric hospital in Maastricht. It was a fitting
pause between the darkness in which he lived after the “lights went out”
and the very difficult years that were to follow, despite his best efforts
to find normalcy.
It would not be until 2002 that the Roman Catholic Church, with
a declaration from Pope John Paul II, began to deal publicly with the
problem of sexual abuse of children within its dioceses and institutions.
It was a particular problem in the Netherlands, where the church held
a strong influence over one-third of the population and supplied many
of the social services for the nation.
In 2011 the Conference of Bishops and the Dutch Religious
Conference created and released the Deetman Report, named after its
chief investigator, Dr. J. W. Deetman. It reported on
any sexual contact by Representatives of the Roman Catholic
Archdiocese . . . with a child or youth under age of 18, entrusted
to the responsibility of those representatives, where those persons
felt unable to refuse the sexual contact as a result of physical
dominance, abuse of a position of authority, emotional pressure,
compulsion or force.19
The investigation covered the years from 1945 to 1981 in the
Netherlands, Aruba, and Curacao. It determined that 10 percent of
Dutch children had been abused during that time, though the number
of children abused in Catholic and non-Catholic orphanages and
institutions was 20 percent. Between 1945 and 1981, eight hundred
Catholic priests and lay workers had sexually abused between ten and
twenty thousand children who were raised Catholic and spent some
time in Catholic institutions. The number of those not necessarily
Catholic or Catholic-institutionalized who were sexually abused was
estimated to be “several tens of thousands.”
Huub Schepers had been sexually, physically, and emotionally
abused in Catholic institutions from childhood through his teenage
years. He had no one to advocate for him and no resources for his own
escape or rescue. In 1952 he was placed in Huize St. Josef in Cadier en
Keer, which would be cited in the Deetman Report for the “use of excessive
forms of violence, combined with sexual abuse.”20 The home was run by
the Fathers of the Sacred Heart and held children of both American and
German fathers and members of the National Socialist Workers Party
who had collaborated with the Nazis. Huub was one of only a few with
dark skin. He learned to stay out of view, to disappear.
The prevalence of violence against the boys of Huize St. Josef
was described sensationally in Nr. 21, by Dutch artist Frans Houben
(Glasgalerie Frans Houben, 2010); twenty-one was Houben’s number
in the home. He described a beating that occurred immediately upon
his entering St. Josef, followed by years of mental, physical, and sexual
harassment. He had been locked in small closets for hours at a time,
given cold showers for bedwetting, and regularly kicked and beaten. His
personal pictures were torn up, and a duck he had taken as a pet was
killed. His caretakers found frequent reasons to fondle his genitals.21
Houben was white, but as a small, biracial child, Huub Schepers
had had to contend with other abuses.
You felt a lot of things were not right. The Fathers and Brothers
were completely unpredictable. Some got hysterical when they
were beating you. But nobody ever talked about anything. Every
now and then, one of the Brothers would hit me and call me
names like, son of a bitch, and nigger, or jigaboo. Once, I was
locked up in one of the cells in the basement as a punishment.
Those were small rooms with a bed, a concrete table and a chair.
And a catechism.
In the morning, they would take away the mattress, and
then you would just sit there. With this catechism. If you wetted
your bed, you got locked in the metal wardrobe, standing up,
with nothing but a piece of bread sprinkled with salt. Another
punishment was sitting on the balance beam on your knees,
hands up in the air, and you were not allowed to move. Once
a week, the boys could take a shower. Before you went in, the
Brothers checked the crotch of your underpants. If they found it
was stained, you had to take a cold shower.22
One day, in his sixteenth year, Huub was abruptly removed from
Huize St. Joseph (he later supposed in order to cover up the abuse) and
driven to a psychiatric clinic in Oegstgeest. Eventually, he came under
the care of a foster family in Maastricht, graduated from high school,
and set the path of his professional life with work in a Catholic nursing
home. He would later understand that the course of his mental health
had also been inalterably set. His happiest years would be in a fine
marriage, which brought him into the nurture of an accepting Dutch
family and produced three children. But the marriage eventually failed
due to his inability to live with other people. His ex-wife Netty would
care for him as best she could until his death.
Els Geijselaers' family, including her stepfather and six brothers and sisters, had cared for and protected her, not that it was particularly needed in Bergit en Terblijt. But a condition of her upbringing seemed to have been the question given
to her by her family as to why she should wonder about her heritage
when she was so well loved in their home and family. In her own
incomplete understanding, she was an outsider in her family and in her
village, darker than everyone else but unsure of what that meant. The
circumstances of her birth were not an easy topic of discussion.
She grew up, married a good man in Haike Geijselaers, and had
her son Marc in 1965. After the death of her mother, Trinette, she
began a determined search for her father. She would later tell the Dutch
magazine Libelle of:
the uncertainty about my origin, the anger that no one told me
anything. I was sure there had to be someone who knew. . . . Where
was I supposed to start looking? Who was I? I became stressed,
nervous, lost my sense of self-worth.23
Though some in the village had vague memories of Henry van
Landingham, they could not fully remember his name, though there
was a sense that he might have been her father. In the following years,
Els taught herself English, sought out US Army records, arrived at four
paternal candidates, found their addresses in the United States, and
wrote a letter to three of them. Henry van Landingham, now living in
Florida, emerged as the likely person she sought.
At the time, her son Marc had a young family of his own and,
with his wife Sonja, had a familiarity with America through family and
friends they had visited before. On their next trip, they went to Florida
and knocked on Henry van Landingham’s door. Their pretense was
that, as young citizens of Berg en Terblijt, they had been made aware of
Americans who had been helpful during a difficult time and just wanted
to thank those they could in person while traveling in the United States.
Marc did not broach the subject of his mother in the visit, but
that would come in a letter to him from Els, dated July 4, 1995.
My family told me that during World War II at the end of 1944,
you had a relation with Mrs. Nols who was my mother. I was born
on 9th September 1945 as a black baby in a white family. 5 years
ago my sister told me your name. At that time I began the search
for my real father. Then also started the desire to know how he
would look like, if he’s married and if he has any children and a
lot of these questions. It hurts to know, that there is somebody
The only thing I want is to meet you. So I ask you, are you
The only thing I want is to meet you. So I ask you, are you
that American soldier my mother had a relation with? Please
forgive me if this letter is going to hurt you and your family.
Maybe you are angry if you read this letter, but believe me, I’m
asking myself for years this question: Who is my father?
If I know that, then I can forwards with my life.
Els Geijselaers
Berg en Terblijt24
Henry van Landingham’s response was immediate and gracious.
“Child,” he said, “it has to be you; you are the spitting image of my
younger sister. Why didn’t your son say anything?” A fully integrated,
biracial Dutch American family was formed by this exchange. Its
members traveled back and forth across the ocean to visit with each
other. When Marc and Sonja returned to America with Els, Henry met
them at the Orlando airport. He took Els into a bear hug and would not
leave her side for the rest of the visit. He put her luggage in one of his
bedrooms and said, “This is your room, and it will remain your room.”
He took her to his church and introduced her to the congregation.
Henry wrote in her journal, “Dear daughter, may this be the
beginning of a new family life.” For Els, it was also the beginning of
the resolution of who she was, helped by a close relationship with
Henry’s American daughter, Arzeymah Raquib, who could listen
openly to her story.
She had been born into a kind of childhood that had no history
in the Netherlands, no traditions that were spoken or unspoken,
and no pathway to success or failure in Dutch society. There were no
guidelines toward a biracial concept of herself; she was not supposed to
seem different from others, but she was. She was loved by her mother
and stepfather Haike who had accepted her as the child of his wife’s
infidelity. “Haike was really a beautiful person,” in Arzeymah’s view.25
Her brothers had always protected her, but when she persisted in
searching for her father and finally came close, one of them, for whatever
reason, demanded that she drop the pursuit, and he cut off contact
with her when she would not. After that, they never spoke again.
She told Arzeymah that, although she believed she was the
luckiest of all the biracial children of the war, she had always struggled.
When she was growing up, she could be in a room with others, feeling
that she did not belong there. She felt that she was not supposed to be there, and she needed to disappear, but she could not because of her
skin color.
You’d see a picture of her with her brothers and sisters and you’d
say, “Who is this child?” So she wanted to make herself disappear,
either physically or psychologically. And she said she thought
that people were going to come and take her away.
So it was very important to her to figure out who the hell
she was. She spent time and effort. I mean, you don’t go to the
army, and several departments, and rejections, and letters and
calls [to identify her father], and all that, if it’s not important to
you. I think she was more comfortable here, that she had a family
here and we loved her and accepted her. And it wasn’t like we were
pretending.26
Els died in the Netherlands in 2004 with Arzeymah at her side.
Talking about it years later, Arzeymah wept. “Somebody comes and
enriches your life. And then . . . they’re gone. You know?”27 Henry van
Landingham died in 2006 after a successful life in the civil service and
his church.
Of the twelve biracial children whose stories are told in Dutch
Children of African American Liberators, Els was the only one to know her
father well and with great satisfaction. Just four of the others would
know their fathers’ identities. Two of those would have limited contact
with them in their childhood, and one, finally learning his identity,
would visit her father’s grave after his death. Just six would grow up in
healthy families that accepted their circumstances of birth, and most
would have to deal with social racism at various points in their lives.
Huub Schepers would deal with every difficulty faced by these
black Dutch American children, albeit with a wife and children, and he
was loved and valued by his wife’s family in his lifetime. He had worked
in therapeutic professions to the benefit of others who would continue
to be grateful to him for his help (including one of the other biracial
children who had been hospitalized after attempting suicide). But by
2009, he could no longer maintain that life, and with his divorce from
Netty, he was moved into a home for assisted living where he lived with
his emotional support dog Boedha and found peace in long bike rides
by himself in the hills of South Limburg. The revelations of the Deetman Report gave him a monthly income as settlement for what had happened
to him in St. Josef House.
Huub would become the catalyst for the resolution of the
questions of self-identity that each of the children had faced to various
degrees and at various times. They had grown up into adulthood and
lived through the following years still unknowing of where they had
come from genetically. Even for those who had been raised in healthy
families, there was reluctance bordering on denial to talk about their
differences. Though they would face racism in various forms, there was
no available social mechanism to understand and deal with it, and there
was no real knowledge of the racial history from which their fathers had
come into the Netherlands of 1944–45. That history was continued in
an unwritten policy of the US military that moved African American
soldiers to other parts of the war if their relationships with white
women became apparent.
Among the African American soldiers who first arrived in South
Limburg were the grave diggers of the Army Quartermaster Corps
who broke the first ground of the Margraten American Cemetery in
1944. Their work through a cold, wet fall and historically cold winter
was exhausting, frustrating, and debilitating. They and the people of
Limburg were told to not interact with each other. Many Limburgers
had never seen black people and could only stare at them from a
distance. Though their initial impulse was to accept and befriend the
soldiers, the example of segregation by white American soldiers and
command gave them a guide to their own eventual treatment of these
people.
The first of the American soldiers to command his fellow
gravediggers was Jefferson Wiggins, a child of an Alabama family of
sharecroppers who would later in life become a distinguished educator
and writer in Connecticut. An oral history project about the creation
of Margraten would lead to the publication of a book.28 In it, Wiggins
narrates his experience growing up in the Jim Crow south, his family’s
experiences with the Ku Klux Klan, and the racial segregation of the
US military in World War II—all of it as a prelude to his arrival on
the yet undisturbed farmland that would become one of America’s
international war cemeteries.
For Huub Schepers, the book was a revelation, a description of
blackness in a white society that confirmed his own experience and a
probable description of his father’s life before he was conceived. Thiswas new information for the biracial children of Limburg and, as a
few others became aware of it, the beginning of the unlocking of the
mystery of their lives.
Huub’s experiences with it all then became the subject of a
newspaper story.29 “It suddenly felt like I belonged to something,” he
said in the Wiggins book. “Something opened inside. One of those boys
could have been my father.” With that information in mind, he wanted
now to know who his father was.
As the other children read of Huub’s life in Dutch society, they
learned that they were not alone; there were others who shared their
experiences. For the first time, for most, they learned about American
racism and the segregation of the US Army as it helped to bring the
Netherlands out of years under German Nazism. Their urge to form
community with each other led to a meeting at the Museum for Family
History in Eijsden, and friendships were formed.
In the last year of his life, Huub Schepers became an American in
spirit (indeed, he had been an American citizen at his birth and for some
years after as a complicated aspect of American immigration law).30 He
obtained an American flag and, reflecting what he had learned about
the land of his father, flew it in his yard on Martin Luther King Day.
On that same day, one year later, his body lay in state at the museum
in Eijsden. As Huub rested beneath his American flag, Netty quoted
from a Dutch translation of the "I Have a Dream" speech given by Martin
Luther King Jr. in 1963: “Finally free! Finally free! Thank God almighty,
we are finally free!”31
1 Afro-Germans and the Holocaust, The Zekelman Holocaust Center, https://www.holocaustcenter.org/afro-germans-holocaust-history/. MiekeKirkels and Jo Purnot, From Farmland to Soldier’s Cemetery (Heinen
Uitgevers, ‘s-Hertogenbosch, 2009), 47.
2 University of Missouri-Kansas City School of Law, “Lynchings by State
and Race, 1882-1968,” from the Archives at Tuskegee Institute. https://
web.archive.org/web/20100629081241/http:/www.law.umkc.edu/faculty/
projects/ftrials/shipp/lynchingsstate.html, accessed 10/31/2023.
3 Maggi M. Morehouse, Fighting in the Jim Crow Army (Rowman & Littlefield,
2000), 26.
4 Graham Smith, When Jim Crow Met John Bull (St. Martin’s Press, 1987), 9.
5 John Belchem, Before the Windrush: Race Relations in 20th-Century Liverpool
(Oxford University Press, 2014), 92.
6 David Reynolds, Rich Relations: The American Occupation of Britain (Harper
Collins, 1995), 219.
7 Mieke Kirkels, Van Alabama naar Margraten (Self-published, 2014), 33.
8 E. R. O’Callaghan, Laws and Ordinances of New Netherland 1638–1674 (Weed
Parsons & Co., 1807), 86.
9 Hans Krabbendam, Cornelis A. van Minnen, Giles Scott-Smith, eds., Four
Centuries of Dutch American Relations (SUNY, 2009), 197.
10 Emma Thomas, “Outrage in Netherlands over Calls to Abolish ‘Black
Pete’ Clowns Which March in Christmas Parade Dressed in Blackface,”
The Daily Mail (24 Oct. 2013). https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/
article-2474693/Zwarte-Piet-abolished-Outrage-Netherlands-Black-Pete-
Christmas-tradition.html, accessed 11/9/2019.
11 “Kick Out Zwarte Piet: National Actions 2022-3.” https://kozwartepiet.
nl/.
12 Mieke Kirkels and Chris Dickon, Dutch Children of African American
Liberators (McFarland Publications, 2020), 135.
13 “Negro Children Studied,” New York Times (23 July 1952), 5.
14 Philip Rohrbach and Niko Wahl, “Black Austria: The Children of African
American Soldiers of the Occupation,” exhibit of the Vienna Museum of
Folk Life and Folk Art, 2016.
15 Foray, Jennifer L., “The ‘Clean Wehrmacht’ in the German-Occupied
Netherlands, 1940-45,” Journal of Contemporary History 45 (no. 4), 779n29;
https://www.jstor.org/stable/25764581?read-now=1&seq=12#page_scan_
tab_contents.
16 For more on the lives of biracial children of American soldiers in World
War II Europe, see Lucy Bland, Britain’s Brown Babies (University of
Manchester Press, 2019); Heide Fehrenbach, Race After Hitler (Princeton
University Press, 2007); and Kirkels and Dickon, Dutch Children.
17 Mieke Kirkels, Kinderen van zwarte bevrijders (Uitgeverij Vantilt, 2017).
18 Kirkels and Dickon, Dutch Children.
19 The Conference of Bishops and the Dutch Religious Conference,
“The Deetman Commission Report,” Dec. 2011, summary, 3. https://
www.bishop-accountabi l ity.org/news2011/11_12/2011_12_26_
DeetmanCommission_DeetmanCommission_2.htm; accessed 10/31/23.
20 Ibid.
21 Weblog “Bierenbroodspot,” http://www.bierenbroodspot.info/summonenglish.
html, accessed 31 Oct. 2023.
22 Mieke Kirkels, Kinderen van zwarte bevrijders (Uitgeverij Vantilt, 2017), 153.
Of the twelve children who are the subjects of Dutch Children of African
American Liberators, five suffered sexual, physical, or emotional abuse as
children in their families and orphanages.
23 “Small Portrait: Liberation Child,” (3 May 1996), 18.
24 Limburg province, the NetherlandsLibelle, Netherlands (3 May 1996), 18.
26 Kirkels and Dickon, Dutch Children, 197.
27 Ibid.
28 Mieke Kirkels, Van Alabama naar Margraten (Self-published, 2014).
29 Rob Gollin, “The Battered Life of a Liberation Child,” De Volksrant (24 Apr.
2015); https://www.volkskrant.nl/mensen/het-gehavende-leven-van-eenbevrijdingskind~
b8e97b9e/, viewed 31 Oct. 23.